Wednesday, November 12, 2008

abafado

calor. o dia está abafado e barulhento.
meu cabelo me incomoda, agonizante a sensação da minha franja tocando no meu nariz e esse roçar no meu pescoço.
minhas pernas doem, meu corpo dói, tudo dói.
carros, caminhões, o lixeiro. crianças na rua. todo barulho é insuportável e eu não posso fazer nada.

pareço imóvel, toda ação não provoca reação. escrevo mecanicamente, respiro mecanicamente e os sons ficam mais distantes. entrei numa bolha, não consigo sequer ficar em pé.
abafado, incômodo, enjoativo.
dia ruim.

o quarto cheira a algo conhecido...éter. não vem de parte nenhuma esse cheiro, senao da minha imaginação.
quero me arrastar até a cozinha, beber água, ver alguma tv.
levar uma pancada na cabeça e quem sabe acordar num lugar diferente.
não acredito que todos os dias sejam assim.

39 comments:

Érica Bueno said...

gosto da idéia de lavar uma pancada na cabeça e acordar num lugar diferente...

acho que esse é um desejo universal, todo mundo já sentiu algum vez na vida...
é como ter sede ou ir à praia.

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